Recently I often ask myself, how much I have been blessed!! This is a new question for me.
20 years ago, the world is mine to grab. Never in my life had I doubt that I did not deserve everything I "earned" = worked for...
Now I know, whatever I have (physique, knowledge, intellectual, spiritual...), is the accumulated consequences of a "random" or "creative" act. From either angle, I have to be grateful of what I am. Thank you the creator (randomness if you chose to)!!
This leads to the 2nd part of my thinking. Is this thinking (how can I can be blessed) a blocker in my life for further progress, or a balancer to keep me in the abundance of bless? It is known that many top leaders cannot succeed at the very top, because of self-doubts.
Self-doubt is the ultimate killer of true success. What I felt now, is it a bless? Let me tell you when I am there.
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I know it is a bless!
Mathew 25:29 For to every one who has will more be given, and he will have abundance; but from him who has not, even what he has will be taken away