I am on the end of my PhD study and begin a kind of “wondering" period. Relief from many years' hardworking, I got a chance to look around. Suddenly, I found so many things have passed by. Those things seems to be so close, but already far behind my life. Trying to catch some of them, all I can find is just a track line, from the start to the ending point, linking all this life. I can never get them back....... So simple and reasonable, but it is really bland and unacceptable. Life is fleeing by. No wonder my young sisters and brothers asked me " Gege, how u become so old now" when they saw my picture took in this winter :( Sometime when you have spend so many time and energy in one thing, and finally u find u r totally lost the way. U don’t know where U r and where U go. Being so lonely, scared and confused................
