today is the 4th day after i broke up with my BF....
been trying to keep myself busy very seriously....
it's been a while to remember how much tears i can generate in the past few days....
it's been a while to feel very emotional on and off for the past couple of days...
it seems i slept better if i have heard his voice during the day.... (still friends - PEACE)
dunno how long it will take to get over this on and off emotional feeling....
probably will never find another person like him....
what a struggle life....
helpless and hopeless....
