do you know there is nothing can stop me missing you

you ask me to be happy and to up my mind, but do you know how much I love you
you ask me to be happy and to promote myself, but do you know how much I want u here to promote myself together
you ask me to be happy and to be confident, but do you know how i can be happy living without you
you said I made myself too tight and to restrict, but do you know i do want to relax with you only
you said I dont have to worry about you, but do you know i do deeply worry about you inside of me
you said I should be proud of myself, but do you know i cannot help myself to be proud without you

I really really really miss you, I deeply deeply deeply want you here
I have a lot of thing want to tell you, but I dont know where I can start to express myself
I dont know whom I can trust like you who let me know what the unconditional love is
I dont know whom I can trust like you who will always be here support me unconditionally
you dont know you are my everything right now
I want to cry in your arms again like I did when I was little
I want to share all happinesses and sadnesses with you
I want to do shopping with you and buy a lot of clothes to you like I was there with you helping you to pick up clothes
I want to watch when you are doing everything then I will be extremely happy
I want to do a lot of things with you but I cannot go back
I will commite my promises for you, mom