Go find a husband like my Mom, she is very happy now with her new man. He helped her improving herself, for example of getting her real estate broker license. My mom dated many men before she found him. If your children have no problem of accepting you finding a husband, then you should start looking now. Try some dates, you can post your personal information at some serious dating websites. Good luck! And be more positive and active. 朋友教我的一句话:信自己得永生!