I slapped my wife. She disclosed this to police. Then, I got arrested. I did 60 days work release (劳动改造) and a year of class. I have a 3-year felony probation. I felt guilty for what I did, and maybe, I deserve these sufferings. However, our 20-year-marrige is over. I divorced he recently (she did not want to divorce). I have been dating with a woman for about a year. I do not want to remarry my ex-wife because the feeling we had before will never be back. However, I still care about her and do not want to see her miserable in the future. It is extremely painful to face a broken family which was reasonably OK until that disaster happed. I went to psychologist several times; it is waste of money. What can I do to make myself happy again?
发不了贴. But I will listen to your suggestions carefully. Thanks.
