It's my fifth wedding anniversary today. I've been always thinking that how lucky I am marrying to Chris. My only concern is that I can't give him any children and I can never be a mum. That is life, you can't always get everything you want. 'Intelligent people suffer'. That's Chris said to me. We are going to stay in China for some time after I finished my exam. I am looking forward to that, and hopefully my health will be getting better also we can have a baby, because I am not giving up.Chris will be retired by the end of March, I hope he can be relaxed after that. The weather should get better soon. Just enjoy my life, and live a joyful life. Life is short, and I don't have time to sob.
