2010/4/20 Tue

好久没写东西，手生得很，又懒得很。凡事贵在坚持，一旦中断，再捡起来总是难。同样的道理也可应用到gym，刚从澳洲回来的时候停了一个月，最近重新开始，但总是去得很艰难，理由很多，例如，天气太差，我太累，鞋不好走，换衣服麻烦...每个月会费不便宜，再难也要坚持去，而且我对发胖的后果极度恐慌，女人为了美可以忍受各种痛苦，LOL. 最近我已经开始对晚餐的内容和量进行控制，水果和半盒yogurt，实在不行，再加块儿点心。因为公司和怡的公司很近，周五经常有时间一起吃饭，她一直在为发胖而愁。我提议她运动，她说不行，太懒；又提议她节食，晚餐少吃，她说没有肉她睡不着... 怡自嘲的说，她的身体已经做好了怀孕的准备，肚子上的脂肪都堆好了，HA!

工作不算辛苦，虽然忙，但觉得很充实。我并不在意忙，只是怕being bored, so far this job didnt bore me yet. 这很难得，我以为我不会很喜欢support job, cos I am not very patient for people when they dont get the idea right away. 但是这一回，难得我可以很耐心的解答users的各种问题，even though some questions are way too dumb. 工作氛围很轻松，自己把自己手头的事情做好，就一切都好，这是我最喜欢的；上司也不错，a little weird, but very nice guy, 每周有和上司1对1的一次meeting，可以谈各种想法，或者意见。从上司那儿听了不少关于team的八卦，有点意思。Team里的其他人，都很有特色，以后有时间慢慢写吧。对工作，我很满意，这大概是这些年来我第一次以很认真的态度来对待工作。30而立，我试图让自己变得更有计划性和责任感，未尝不是一件好事。

和Dave还是一样，我回家早，他还没有睡觉的话，就聊天，随便聊，没什么特定话题。眼看就要5月了，他的东西似乎也处理得差不多，只剩下车还没有卖出去。该准备办签证了，working holiday应该很容易。不知道Dave怎么想，大概他很少想，cos he is such a simple guy, and its why I enjoying time with him, 但是我，偶尔会想，虽然大部分时候都很positive, 但也不是完全没有一丝疑虑的。他为我而来，不管怎样，我都是要负责任的，而责任通常都不是part of fun. Who knows, we have to give it a chance, right? Life is a big gambling game, we take the risk, and hope for the best reward. Plus, I think there is no any loss for Dave to move to Tokyo, he still young, might have a lot potentials, and Tokyo is a giant city with opportunities. Come to try his luck, anyway it would be better than being stuck in a small town with boring life, right? I think this is a very fair offer for him, but at the same time, I am afraid that the differences between us might show up more vividly once we start to live together. So far we didnt argue much, even there were small arguments once a while, we both could take a step back, and compromise a bit for each other, which was quite good. I hope we could keep this way, and I have a lot things that I wanna do in life, hopefully he could catch up with me, which is very important for our relationship to work out.