I thought about my grandma tonight

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I thought about my grandma tonight
It is the first time after she died
It is not because I miss her dreadfully
It is because my mind just flied

I thought about my grandma tonight
I haven't met her for a long long time
The childhood memory seems almost lost
Since then I have changed, I have switched in between left and right

I thought about my grandma tonight and realized I
Have never touched her wrinkles
Have never touched her grayish white hair
Have never hold her peeled hands for no reason but just to hold them tight

I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized during her whole life nobody actually understood her
It seemed there was nothing to be understood
Just because we thought she didn't know how to read and write

I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized we didn't fully feel her warmth
While wearing winter cotton jackets made by her
Because sewing seemed so insignificant

I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized we have almost ignored her emotions
While she carried on everyday
No matter what happened

I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized the memory of the day she turned from a girl to a woman
Is the most glorious one in her whole life, and was never forgotten
Since then she had never given up and always filled herself with tomorrow’s light

I thought about my grandma tonight
I realized her tears shed in front of grandpa's grave
Was because she had never never really cried
In any other place