I thought about my grandma tonight

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I thought about my grandma tonight

It is the first time after she died

It is not because I miss her dreadfully

It is because my mind just flied

I thought about my grandma tonight

I haven't met her for a long long time

The childhood memory seems almost lost

Since then I have changed, I have switched in between left and right

I thought about my grandma tonight and realized I

Have never touched her wrinkles

Have never touched her grayish white hair

Have never hold her peeled hands for no reason but just to hold them tight

I thought about my grandma tonight

I realized during her whole life nobody actually understood her

It seemed there was nothing to be understood

Just because we thought she didn't know how to read and write

I thought about my grandma tonight

I realized we didn't fully feel her warmth

While wearing winter cotton jackets made by her

Because sewing seemed so insignificant

I thought about my grandma tonight

I realized we have almost ignored her emotions

While she carried on everyday

No matter what happened

I thought about my grandma tonight

I realized the memory of the day she turned from a girl to a woman

Is the most glorious one in her whole life, and was never forgotten

Since then she had never given up and always filled herself with tomorrow’s light

I thought about my grandma tonight

I realized her tears shed in front of grandpa's grave

Was because she had never never really cried

In any other place