when there is no room for you

when there's no room for you, don't be sad. Don't blame anybody. It's actually a good sign. That means you become the problem of the whole system.

You refuse to fake up countless IDs to fake up fans, 

Get more rest. Then you might be able to see a new sun is rising from a new horizon. You don't really believe in yourself, right? Take it easy. You saw it last year.