和死亡擦肩而过

单身会计小资女,有事没事瞎忙活
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这是一个平凡的周四清晨, 不平凡的是,我在医院急诊室陪伴肺炎的妈妈。还记得一个月以前,我给父母看了网上那篇著名的[流感下的北京中年], 父母很是感叹,文中的老人才60多一点,比他们还要年轻10岁。一面庆幸,家里没有人得感冒,没想到,2月中旬,流感飘然而至,打了我们一个措手不及。先是我高烧39度,后来父母都被波及。几个小时之前, 妈妈被确诊。没想到抗生素吃下去,胃痛后又晕倒,无奈之下,只能回到急诊室。验血,心电图一通检查。此时,她无力地躺着。我的手机不合时宜地响了。早上7:15, 同事居然来电,我预感到有些特殊的事情发生。因为自己已经1周没有上班,而公司也没有任何急事,怎么会这个时候来电话。

我有些不情愿的接了,里面是A的声音,他说, 我有个坏消息告诉你。M的先生去世了,昨晚的事情。一时间,我回不过神。什么?M不是自己感冒在家休息,她先生怎么回事?大面积心梗,就一个晚上,没有抢救过来。此时,任何语言都无力。A为了缓和气氛,问了一下我的近况,我只能告诉他,自己恢复得不错。但是老妈病了。他答应转告老板,让我安心在家。挂了电话,老妈醒了,脸色居然好了几分。缓缓地问,你公司里是什么事?是不是要回去上班?我犹豫了一下,如实相告。老妈也感觉突然, 那个M的先生才50多吧?我点点头。医生突然出现,血检和心电图都正常。只是你妈妈的胃太弱了,而这个抗生素又比较伤胃,所以才反应那么大。一番交代以后,我们去药房买了有益菌,在吃抗生素前2个小时服用。试过以后,效果不错。我一边后怕,一边安慰自己,还好还好,总算有惊无险。

周五一上班,整个办公室空空的,7个人的财务部,只有2人上班。其余的人都在家生病,流感真是折腾人。下班以后,就是去殡仪馆,瞻仰遗容。自己就是不争气,根本不知道如何处理这样的场面,只是哭。而且由于事发突然,整个布置都很仓促,让人感叹。回家以后,妈妈还问起,不禁感叹。其实我们每个人离死亡都很近,在这个冬季里,好多人都没有挺过流感来袭。除了感叹,还要珍惜每一天的日子和身边的人。夜晚,我用毛不易的[消愁]伴自己入睡,"一杯敬自由,一杯敬死亡,宽恕我的平凡,驱散了迷惘。好吧天亮之后总是潦草离场,清醒的人最荒唐。"

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