Here is this week's blog post from the Georgia Tech Admission Office. It is long, but worthy sharing here.
Here is a line from the post
"If you are applying to a school that admits less than 50% of applicants, more students will be denied than admitted " .... "you need to say this out loud: “My chances of not being admitted are greater than they are of being admitted.” Seriously, say that."
http://pwp.gatech.edu/admission-blog/2019/10/03/lessons-and-hopes-for-high-school-seniors/
In the end, it really does not matter where you enroll, it matters that you take this opportunity to really learn about yourself, and anwser truthfully about these little questions about "why" and "what".