方言

那天和C聊天,这位值得尊敬的美国人几次用标准的美式英语提到“美国人”,彼时窗外的阳光和周围人流以及平日里惯常的午休时光还有其他我有时成了浮游生物心想干嘛又说美国人呢,其实,她说的是“神迹”,期间我会时时忘掉某个单词的英文表述几次搜索未果开始气呼呼准备闭嘴时候C笑了笑帮我准确说出我们都笑于是我也明白了“代言人”之意,C比我大七岁左右,期间我再次提到在生命里“Forgive”对我的意义,某些旧事重提完全值得提指那年那月中国时候我在人生巅峰阶段外在突然遭受困境产生巨大愤怒时期后来再得平和是在关中平原村里的某所教会在高高的十字架下那副对联“唯心引真心,唯情引真情”。我告诉C,是那地方的方言让我再次笑了,本性极少一直保持严肃不笑而那次是迄今生命中大约第二次最长时期大约维持了两个月,那里方言我是不懂,音调喜乐,神父的话是听的明白主题是宽恕:Forgive(这个词从入眼到理解是经历了九年)。也谈到当时在中国主流社会“高大上”阶段里读圣经是在私人洗手间里,那里只有洗手间里是清净平和,匆匆翻阅能得准确的精神支撑,于是 我现在对洗手间有了亲切情感,我们都笑。

再次看到越是能干的人在坚持行神职越有大挑战,能人多是可以踩在世界的平衡木上有时必须二选一是难,怎办?当然只能选一。

晚上某时和Z说话说起梅花期间给我看红梅图片时候想起了少年时期的队友红梅姑娘,红梅和桃花又些相似后者更加柔软是出现在相对暖和的时节。之前生活里冬天常见是黄色腊梅。重庆山里工作期间阴冷潮湿的冬日岁月时候室内的腊梅飘香直到春天来到是白色栀子花儿登场,它们共同特点是花儿简单气味清香。

 

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