Confusing Individual?!?!

It's going to happen soon!! BF is going to start working in the same company for a short period of time.....so the lately discussion between BF and I is how long will it take to get sick of each other.....

Originally i was in a panic mode before he apply the position.....i was thinking....oh no...this is gonna be sooo weird if he and i are gonna working in the same place.......no spaces for myself, no freedom, lots of negative thoughts.....etc.....

the funny thing is....he didn't think this is a good idea either...(well...he didn't tell me until after he accept the job)

the new topic that he had brought up after that is....he wants to start looking a house.....well...together....and he is seriously looking online for the possible house in various location...

next thing i know is.....all sort of the questions are popping up in my mind....is this what i want? is he the one i am gonna settled with? what if he is not the one? what if my mr. right still out there?!?! what should i do?!

i am a little bit scare...confuse.....not sure what i want to do at this point....i mean...eventually....i'm going to have a family.....but the feeling of settling down had been back and forth.....mostly is no...cause i don't think i am ready yet....

hahahha....just hope i am not a confusing individual.....