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Just came back from dinner with friends, R, R's boyfriend, M and B. We went to a Korean BBQ and afterward, we went to strip dancing club, kind of fun. But dont understand why I was not happy as much as I thought before this. Why do I suddenly realize or maybe feel she is so mean this time? Or what kind of agenda behind the "story" she told me? Am I too sensitive? Or what does she want me to do or react? I really have no idea. Uncle M, that thing came back to me again at the dancing club, I cannot help myself to get rid off it from my back. At that minute, What are you doing? I need my home.