It is like long long ago, I wrote my diary for many years. It is seems like in the middle school, I try to encourage myself to study harder and harder. I clared my high school test and continued to try hard work, finally, I jumped in a good college. That is a good Medical school in northern China.
The diary I had in that dynasty, there was no any romantic. Just a good educated boy, try to be a perfect a student.
It is New Year again, 2008. when I was a young boy, the new year is always exciting -- delicious food, new clothes, small gifts-- After I grow up, left my home town, the new year means home think. Study and work, work and study, I was always busy. I visited my parents sometimes, but I was busy and busy, and do not have time back to home at New Year eve. I had not been home for new year eve for over 15 years, a long period. It is sad today. Finally, I back home for new year eve at 2006, after I loose my father. I do not have chance to spend the new year eve with Dad and Mom together any more. Now, I still could not guarantee to back to home in the New Year, but I told myself to see my Mom every year. All the Mothers are greatest person for you in the world. She care you and never ask for return. My mom try her best every time to stop me back to see her. She love me and want to see me, I know. But she said she is ok, in good health, jsut one phone call is enogh. She want me save money for my family and spend more time to my wife and kids. She alway on your side to watch the world. Do you have parents living far from you? Do you visit them regularly?
Smoking------- 2008 started more than a week, I feel very frustrate to myself--for my smoking. This afternoon, when I took one break and back to my office, the lady just behind me shouted at me: Hi, I can smell somebody smoked again. She laugh at me sometimes and always ask me: why you like smoking? Most time I just laughed and say: I do not know. Sometimes I argued with her and say: Just like you are a vegeteran and I am a smoker. I like it, it does make me relax. But in my mind, I want to quit smoking. I am not a strong man in mental, I tried many many times and pick up cigarette again. My wife already give up to help me to quit smoking. She smiled when I declare Quit Smoking, she only say: ok, good, try agian and take it easy! Seriously, I know it is time to quit smoking, especially living in the United State. I feel bad when I back to my office after a smoke. I know a lot of diseases related this habit. Just weak, mentally. I browsed the website regarding Quit Smoking. There are many papers and tips for Quit Smoking. Pretty helpful. When I read these papers and tips, I was encouraged to take an action. Just for weak bug, it did not work for long period. It is difficult to Quit a long term habit, but it is worth to challenge and challenge to get health back. It is 2008 9th day, start again, more tahn hundreds time try---Quit Smoking
