新的一年来到了
你一直试图
显示自己，隐藏自己
发现自己，否定自己
你想发明自己，你想毁灭自己
爱我
恨我
享受爱的快乐爱的痛苦
享受恨的痛苦恨的快乐
快乐的痛苦
痛苦的快乐
你不停的说话
有声
无声
有物
无物
直到睡去才放弃对抗
新的一年来到了。
你已是我吗？
在旧的一年
你将是我吗？
在新的一年
我们最终是谁？
我一直上升一直坠落
我的绝望是希望的影子
我是你 的影子，或者
你是我的影子
我的希望是绝望的影子。
你一直在寻找那扇门
我知道我不可能找到
但你不能停止寻找，就像
我不能停止说话
你一直在述说
有声
无声
有物
无物
直到睡去
新的一年来到了。
立
2021/12/19 夜
New Year is Coming
You keep
showing yourself and hiding yourself
trying
to define yourself, and to deny yourself
You want
to invent yourself, and to destroy yourself
love me
and
hate me
Enjoy the pleasure of love and the pain
Enjoy the pain of hate and the pleasure
The joyful pain
And
The painful joy
You keep talking
with sound
without sound
with everything
or nothing
Till I fall into sleep you keep confronting
In your world
The New Year is coming.
Were you that me
in the past year?
and will you be I
in the New Year?
Who will we be ultimately?
I keep rising and falling
Despair is the shadow of Hope
I might be just your shadow, or
You might just be mine
The Hope is just the shadow of the Despair
You've kept looking for the Door
I know I wouldn’t find it at all
But you couldn’t stop looking, just as
I couldn’t stop talking
You keep talking
with sound
without sound
with everything
or nothing
Till you fall asleep
The New Year is coming
