today I am listening the collection of smoth jazz by Dave Cozz. one of them is "the dance". I listen to this before but not like today ,so closely and carefully listen to it. I even find the lyric for this sone as followed:-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Looking back on the memory of The dance we shared beneath the stars above For a moment all the world was right How could I have known you'd ever say goodbye And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Holding you I held everything For a moment wasn't I the king But if I'd only known how the king would fall Hey who's to say you know I might have changed it all And now I'm glad I didn't know The way it all would end the way it all would go Our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain But I'd of had to miss the dance Yes my life is better left to chance I could have missed the pain but I'd of had to miss the dance --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I was deeply in pain again. how this song showed that two people love each other but finally seperated, gentle and sad. I could not help myself membering the time I spent with him. I knew there is no back road to think about it. It is just when you look back what happened, you know in fact it should not come to this result, you could do it better. two inmature people crazily loved and passed 5 years. but finally come so bad result, also nothing is under control, everything just happened without any thoughts, we step by step destroy all the feelings. who knows my pain? it is uncured scarf accompanying me whole life.