2009年5月8日

 Today I start to read Psychology and Life. It's quite interesting and chanllenging. I enjoy to solve some intellectual problems. I'll focus on this topic next two weeks.

Also, I vistied www.marketingpower.com, the website of American Marketing Association. I plan to apply for the membership, not now, maybe 2 or 3 months later. Maybe I like too much about the new stuff, or challenging stuff, I spent most of my time to explore what I was not familiar with, every interesting topic jumped in my mind, accounting designation,investment ( I think I have talent to invest. I did pretty well to forecaste the upward trend about the new energy industry, especially the wind energy and also the inflation happened in 2007,jeje, I certainly need more skills to trade. ), education, parenting, you name it..

But I did not do anything to improve my skills or knowledge in Marketing. Maybe it's too familiar, maybe I feel it too easy, maybe I thought Marketing can not be learned, on the contrary, the thing is out from you that is you need the inspiration to do Marketing. The inspiration is perked from deep in the heart, not be learned, remembered and then just to copy what you learned. Maybe there are too much in my mind, so I had a hidden feeling that I should be the person who write the article for the others to read, but not a reader.

Who knows. One thing I am sure is that I am indeed very inquisitive. I need a brand new topic to feed my mind almost everyday, just as my stomach need 3 meals a day. But my brain is more picky, craving for a brand new dish, for each meal. Maybe that's why I did not made any further development in my most talented specialty consciously. Or maybe I just like the superficial study of the basic concepts of each topic and have no patient to dig deeper or maybe even have no the intellectual foundation to bring forward the study. Or maybe I am just like the author of the strengths said, I paid too much my attention to my WEAK areas, instead of my STRONG ones.

No matter what's the reason,I just need to change my actions! I'm basicly satisfied with my improvement today.

Thank God! Please protect us from the fatal disease. And I am learning to love and protect everything you give us. Amen.