尴尬

自己脑子发晕就这样将自己逼到这个境地，算了，只有咬牙坚持了。唉，不管如何都希望既然如此，可以努力专心做该做的事，good luck.或者it is time to step back to look at my heart,ask myself if this is what I want so far. I am afraid I cannot get myself back one day.