For you, I will---(4)

回到家,坐在沙发看电视,我就装着很无意的问KIM晚餐前和男生们聊什么? KIM就笑着说"nothing else but u""what?" "just kiddin'…" 我接着感觉很无意的问他对Shawn印像? KIM就很漫不经心的说"I guess he's a decent guy who respects the code""what code?""guy code, don't tell me u dunno that?"他边捏我的脸边取笑, 我就抱住他深情的说"honey,I love u!""I love u 2, but can I have some privacy in the bathroom? I really have to pee…" KIM又开始搞笑了,我就笑着放开他…

睡觉前,KIM坐在旁边看Road & Track默默的不讲话,我不放心的问"r u ok?""yup…"他头也不抬"r u mad?""why would I?"还是那种漫不经心的语气"I smell a rat…"我有点郁闷不安.过1会,他却像转移话题的递给我那个magazine 让我看2014 Ferrari Enzo的介绍,突然我就有点莫名的生气了"u don't care about me anymore!"说完就跑到楼下冷静.

过了1会,KIM跟下来,坐在我对面的tea table 很轻柔的问"what made u think of that?""u didn't jealous..."我闷闷的说,他想了想就笑着问"guess u dunno why r guys so crazy about Ferrari?"又想转移话题? 看我不理,他笑笑继续说"cuz she just satisfies guys' fantasies,the color, the shape, the horsepower, the engine…""the vanity!"我实在忍不住臭他,真是太无聊,我又不是男的,讲这些做什么啦?

他很拽的笑"its true, guy loves attention just like woman in some way, but u gotta take care of some challenges as Ferrari owner,such as huge money, sophisticated drivin' skills, high maintenance and deal with jealousy from others… not everyone can handle it……but why drive a Honda if u can afford a Ferrari?" 他鬼鬼的笑,我突然就明白他想要表达的意思…

I teased "so what kinda car do u have?""I don't care what people think,I’m definitely drivin' an Enzo and it's pretty normal attracts countless eyes, cuz it's Ferrari, babe! why would I jealous of someone who peek on my car but can't have it?!" "have u ever felt worried about having your car stolen or scratched?""game over sooner or later if we ain't meant for eachother, right? why waste the time to worry about all the things that I can't control? I don't even know what I'm gonna eat tmw morning?""I like this one, anything else u wanna share?" I couldn't help but laugh."nope,that's it!""r u sure?" "yup!""I'm not gonna ask u again, but I think this is the best time to let her know since we're here…""who? about what?" KIM acted like a dumb "when lightning struck the Enzo in the rain? may I know your thoughts? "I reminded him softly……

It felt like a century had passed, KIM started murmuring and his eyes showed very little sorrow "it was like diving into a pool w/o water…I didn't know what to do and how much longer I could take…I wanted to set her free but held her tighter… I gave my word to make her happy but I screwed up…""no,u didn't, it's just a test from God, faith in her and trust yourself! she'll never fail u no matter what, cuz u're her heart and always!" I couldn't help but stood up and tenderly held his head into my chest,rubbed his back and stroked his hair in comfort "…so I just keep my faith and let her decide…" his voice was thick with a bit emotion and his arms wrapped around my waist tightly, bathed me in his magic smile and cast me adrift in his clear and strong black eyes……

Who is the person who captured that moment in time?! Just so glad to know that he just....is my man and always. He makes me warm fuzzies every time he watches me… 9 years later and I'm still smitten just like the first time we met.

I closed my eyes and then I saw God smiling down upon us, and I suddenly realized that true love doesn't need proof, the eyes told what heart felt, nothing can bring us down, we just might be in the best position to watch the sunrise…

"Honey,I think she just told me that she'll do anything to make u happy ……"I tried to jazz the conversation up "anything?" KIM stared at me with wide eyes "anything~!" I nodded and smiled "well,it would be a great honor if my name can be tattooed on this scar....." KIM轻轻的摸着我左脚的scar (那是我在Ghana被蛇咬后,抽毒手术留下的很小的scar,我曾经跟KIM说要去纹小蛇来记念,没想到他竟然记住了)

听到完我差点就快笑出来,男人真的好假! 10分钟前,还很漫不经心的说1点都不jealous, 10分钟后马上就说出超jealous的要求."I'm sure she'd be happy to do that!"我微笑的答应了,KIM抱着我,开心的从tea table站起来,脸上带着胜利的笑容. 望着他,我默默的在心里说"I'm happy to see u happy,so I'll do anything to make u happy"

几天后, 我收到Shawn的email,他写的有点长但很真实. 最后他写"Thank u so much for helping me escape from my evil,I love u but I gotta admit he's the luckiest guy in the world, I'm happy for u……"

看完后,我就忍不住的哭了,因为我们终于都丢掉了背在身上的沉重的背包,而且我们3个人同时都重新获的自由.



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