i should not living a boring life like this. I miss the time in P city with Pil. i wish i could live the life one more time moving to stay together with him. He knows so much which fansinated me. And he can play piano and hormonica, i wish i could play at least one instrument with him together, the life will be lot of fun with him. OK, this is a start of my blog, i will write more when i feel i like. I need a place to let my feeling out so i can see it more clearly.I write it in English cause i wish one day Pil can read it. If Pil is better looking i'm not sure if i would leave Chris. Chris needs me and we have been married for 5 years. It's not that easy to say goodbye. But spiritually, Pil has everything i need.
