i got this idea somewhere that everyone's moods are regulated by the biological rhythm. when the cycle of 28 days ends, the moods will mess up about one week and take up to a week to re-organize. the rest of the 14 days of the whole cycle then can be divided into up and down. that means, half of your time in life, you are confused, quarter of it you are sad and another quarter is the only time that you are happy. of course, that is not guaranteed that in the only quauter time you will be happy. the reason? shit happens.
today is a day of shit-happens day even it is st patric's day. maybe green is not my color, or green is against my favorite color: yellow. i went to tutoring center. the tutor looked terrible and had bad breath. i spent one whole hour of my life torturing myself by seating next to her with fake smile and eventually came out from there with nothing but fears. hayley is bitchy as well. she is pregnant and should not have any pms, i wonder. my explanation is the temper comes from the imbalance of her hormones. the typical hormone imbalance manifestations are: impatient, irritable, negative perception, uneasy, low tolerance and being bitchy, in short: short fuse.
there is no way i can do anything for myself at this point.what i can do is just wait. in the united states, everyone was created equal, i am the perfect example today. the perspectives of scientific and theistic merge here: regardless your gender, 28 days cycle works on you, no exceptions.
