writing journal with First Love

it could not deny he is the first one for me til now, cannot forget him at all, anything, anything is like him that will remind me him. Anyway, memories are only alway the memories. Thoughts are always thoughts not the facts.

Where the start is and where the ending is, when the start starts to move and when the ending ends at the last. Life is still going on, but dont know what I can remember, what i should remember, what i should forget and what i should not have in mind. I will keep the promise when I m back. I will try as the last time. I will ask as the last time. Rachel, i always trust her anywhere and anytime. this summer is a weired summer time, not as hot as the last one and it's turning to autumn. Life becomes more boring day after day, Rachel and I are still good good friends, I believe that we have been becoming close close friends at the beginning if we didnt live together. It's so surprised that her voice and any message from her is my courage and motive to drive myself go on and on. We touched each other inside.

Benson and Neo have gone back today, Neo will never come back Adelaide again and is a food lover and cute boy even though I dont know him too much, all the best, we got really good time and happy hours. It is the fourth time I was at airport this year... anyone goes back but not me....and dont know when I can be back to have big hug.hehe,,

I dont care the food taste, I dont care the health, I dont care the money spend, I dont care the relationship with people, I dont care the work, I dont care anything, I dont know what I care....yea, yea, I m hopeless.

Before Neo and Benson departure, we had time in Hahndorf and Victor Harbor which was the first time I had been in Victor Harbor since the arrival Ade. what a pitty that we cannot wait for the sun set to have a pengnuit tour and it's so windy on that day. hahaha, Benson doesn't know the route to Hahndorf, he got wrong way and loadraod, such a cutie cutie~ hahaha  On the way to Hahndorf, we talked "the choice of bread or love", they all choose "bread" but I hold my answer that I find the "bread" then it's time for love seeking hahaha. The happy hours is given by yourself. Afterwards, I had dinner with Megan, haha, I was so stupid that thought her brithday was on Wednesday, hahaha, which is the Friday after, but the gift for is good, a night wear in pink lace, xixixi~ sexy Megan baby~~