杂记1

I have this idea to create my own blog for a while already. I am happy I finally did it today. I always think there should be a lot thoughts about life, about love, about career, etc. in a person's life. Why don't we keep those thoughts somewhere. One day when we get older, we look at what we wrote before: what I used to be happy for; what I used to be cry for; what I used to think I dream for...

I feel pretty dummy recently. I resigned from my previous company about 3 months ago and went back to visit my parents, my sister and brothers, my friends. I thought I should be able to get my next job easily. But it has been totally one month already, I have not got anything. I went to an interview this afternoon. It was the third time I went for this position. The first two time I went to another headhunt ocmpany, their kinda HR department. I was so nervous about this. I could not really eat anything before I left home. The interview was at 2:00pm, but I got there about 1:30 hours earlier, because I was not quite sure how long I actually need on the way. I felt so tired after 2:30 hours staying there. The worse thing is I did not feel that confident and comfortable talking with that 2 ladies. I doubt they would really need me.

I was discouraged a little after this month's trying. But I told myself that I should brace myself up and keep doing what I want to do. I happened to find a song called "Don't give up, you are loved", I felt this is a song specially writtenand sung for me. 

Anyway, I am happy I am still strong and I finally create my own blog.