这期间我一直忙于收拾家,打箱子,搬家。因为第一次买的房子因种种原因不能 Work out,但是我们现在租的房子已经转租给别人了。第二个房子要到明年4月1号才可以入住,所以我们要先搬到临时住所住3个半月。计划把不常用的东西全部放到storage里面,只带随身和重要的衣物到临时住所,这样就不用开箱,装箱2次了。在宝宝反反复复的生病期间,周末几乎就是在医院度过,所以我只好一个人平时装箱,打包,收拾捐助的衣服,整理出要卖的东西和家具,一一贴上标签。一下班,马上飞奔回家,不吃中午饭是常事,进了家门挽上袖子马上就干活。等做好了晚饭,就去接宝宝,吃了饭,给宝宝洗了澡,老公哄宝宝睡觉时,我再接着打包。有一阵把我累得,早上开车都犯困,眼皮打架,每天要和N次咖啡。上周五终于搬完了,去storage的东西是找的搬家公司。至于到临时住的地方,全是我们自己搬的,用JEEP车上上下下居然拉了4次,东西还真多,加上下着大风雪,这个家搬得让我下辈子也不想再搬了!周6回到原来住的地方,彻底打扫了一遍,还留下了扫把,洗涤剂,纸巾盒,和几瓶水,真心希望下一个房客可以象我们一样有难忘的回忆,夜色里恋恋不舍地和这个我怀雨嫣,生雨嫣,雨嫣长大的地方说再见了。
那种内疚让我worry, 让我无所适从,也让我有一种无名的火rage !! 有时开车在路上,看到无理抢行的车,我就特别愤怒。I am used to be a very good mother and a very devoted employee, but now, 我不是个合格的妈妈,宝宝从一岁到现在没长一点重量,现在已经是under weight了, 有病的时候什么也不想吃,什么都试过了,人人说不能强喂,可是眼见她的小脸瘦下去,我这个做妈妈的能不急吗! 况且现在我实在不算是个好的employee,时常要请假不说,有时也不能100%做到投入。
I recently read a book called "Perfect Health for Kids: Ten Ayurvedic Health Secrets Every Parent Must Know" by John Douillard (bought from Amazon.com), and tried a simple medicine he described in the book: turmeric+raw honey (1:1 ration, 1/2 to 1 teaspoon every time). It worked very well for my daughters (twins), who are four and a half now. For almost two years since they started attending day care at two,they had been coughing on and off depending on the season.Although they never developed anything more serious than ear infections, they did got sick (mostly colds) very frequently and had many, many nights of cough-interrupted sleep. Their pediatrician prescribed Xopenex (inhaled using a nebulizer ) and we used it frequently in the winter of 2006 and 2007.I had also visited a couple of Chinese herbal doctors and gave my daughters the bitter medicine they prescribed, with littler real result. And like you, I got sick every time, too. This winter, they got cold a few times, too and coughed a little bit, but thanks to this simple medicine each time they got well within a few days and we haven't used the nebulizer yet(knock wood). I know it's also because they're older and stronger now, but the medicine did help a lot. If you (or anybody who read this) post would like to try it, please make sure you use raw honey; regular honey is not good.
Your daughter is such a little angel and it's heartbreaking to know that she'd been through so much pain. I hope things get better for her and your family. If it's an option, keeping her at home for a couple of weeks may also help since her body simply can't battle off new kinds of bacteria and virus while recovering from an on-going illness.