4/10 星期五

终于又到周五, 阳光格外明媚, 气温高达24度, 从春天直接过度到夏天了. 早晨醒来已经7点半, 迅速跳起来, 梳妆打扮, 穿着高跟鞋冲锋陷阵, 地铁站永远是世界末日的状态, 人好象逃难一般的挤进电车. 上班途中最大的娱乐是, 猜测坐在面前的人什么时候会下车, 然后我就可以坐下来, 休息一下我几乎抽筋的脚趾... 如果这个人一直不下车, 我就会在脑海中幻想拿刀把他/她剁成肉泥的情景, 血肉横飞...

昨天下班前和TOM在网上聊天, 他在新加坡机场, 等飞机去曼谷. TOM永远很忙, 我们难得有机会聊天, 本是件高兴的事, but he pissed me off, by the way he talks. 每次谈话要结束的时候, 他要给公司打电话, 或者他要继续工作, 或者他要怎样怎样... 的时候, TOM从来不说他要怎样, 而是说, "you need to go back work", "you need to go to gym", "you need..." You know what, I dont need someone else to tell ME what I need to do, alright???!!! Maybe this is the most efficient way for him to negotiate with his clients on business, but I hate it when he talks like this. So this time when he said "you need to go to gym", I replied, "are you saying goodbye?" "yes, I do and give you a kiss", he typed. My first reaction was "FUCK OFF", but the good thing abt online chatting is that, I could hold my hands and have a second thought, then I typed, "fine, enjoy your time in airport." I was pissed, very much, then I decided to go swimming. 一趟又一趟, 直到我大脑缺氧, 思维短路, 已经想不起来为什么郁闷, 只想吃饭和睡觉, 这个方法效果不错, 至少不会让我犯更多的错. 不然, 通常的解决方法, 找个人吵一架, 把怨气嫁接到别人身上, 然后第二天后悔万分, 还要道歉, LOL.

冲绳之旅的机票已订, 但却找不到合适的HOTEL DEAL, GOLDEN WEEK, 各个HOTEL简直如抢钱一般. 昨晚给Kevin打电话, 他说他今天会去找local travel agency试试运气. Kevin, my travel buddy for this okinawa trip, hope he would be able to entertain me during the trip, no dramas, I just want some relaxing, peaceful fun time, and out of Tokyo, sometimes Tokyo makes me sick. The other day I was chatting with Kevin, he mentioned that how much he wants his own family and kids, that is the second time I heard from guys about how much they want their own kids, the first time was from Chad, during our sweet dinner, before I got stupid drunk, lol. I dont understand, why they want kids so much, are kids considered new toys for guys recently? Anyway, they dont have to go through the whole getting fat and sick, and suffering pregnancy, lucky bastards, if guys could get pregnant, give birth, and feed babies, maybe I would like to have my own kids too, just play with them when they are not crying like hell, which could be fun, lol. Kid, that just sounds like a specific example for the definition of trouble, in my dictionary.

I had a talk with Chris abt 2 days ago, he is having a cold, his mother broke her leg, in clinic now, and his mother's old cat, passed away maybe 1 or 2 months ago. I actually liked that cat, even though she was acting a bit cold when I was in Chris mother's house, according to Chris, its cos she was deaf, after all, she was very old cat. I still have strong feelings for Chris, those sweet memories, I thought they would just fade away, but apparently they didnt. I could still remember every detail... we playing bomber game together like 2 geek kids, walking in the park, he sleeping with eyes half open, messy hair in mornings, even the suffering drive trip back from Zurich, nap, drive, nap, drive again... When we talking about those things, it seems everything just revived from deep inside my heart, like dejavu, and so sweet. Have no idea where this will go, but we will see.