back from the trip

I thought anticipated the trip will be somewhat wired... it is the first time us travel alone for 3 days.  I had dream about us holding hands on the beach, telling him how much I cared for him, and how much I wanted for him to care for me.  Dream.

The first day was nice, he was very gentleman like.  we had good time at dinner, and he actually companied me while the hotel security tried to fix the door lock.  i did not bring bathing suit and he did; i don't know that is the reason set him off, he went on beach wihtout me! we were ok by the dinner time, but I felt it was all because of my effort.

but he drived, he said he was going to take cab.  When he text to check whether I get to my car ok, and when he called minute later after my text of lost on the parking lot... i almost cried... he cared, he actually cared.