然后我们去电影院。只有CURIOUS GEORGE适合,所以就买了票,然后回家休息一会儿再去。ANDREW有点抱怨说那是小BABY才看的片子,不酷。但是我想他应当喜欢的,只是他觉得没有亲自作决定罢了。果然进去看起来了他也兴趣盎然,很ENJOY的样子。我也觉得还行,没有太小儿科。美国人拍了给孩子们看的片子很多都有大人也可以欣赏的内容。看着The Man In the Yellow Hat拉着气球和风筝在天上飞时,完全忘记了现实中濒临绝境的烦恼,我的心里忽然有了一种莫名的感动。我们不必一定要等到一切齐备了,符合我们要求的时候才开始享受生活。生活中处处都有风景可以欣赏,不应该轻易地放弃享受的机会。希望我的孩子们尽量晚些才会象我一样心中充满了顾虑和各种生活的压力,尽量多享受些无忧无虑的心情。
Thank you both so so much. I really do truly envy every mom who can stay with her kids. I'll be strong and look forward to reuniting with my daughter. Thanks again, and hope you enjoy every day with your kids :)
寒枝 发表评论于
Xiaofeng MM, the good thing is that your separation is going to end soon. Don't fall into self blaming and look forward. Chances are she won't even remember this after many years---if you don't bring it up too often:)
冰溪 发表评论于
晓风: Please do not be too hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can to deal with the real situation. I did not realize your tough situation until after I read your message above and if I were you, I would most likely do the same thing no matter how reluctant I would be. Take care.
晓风残月 发表评论于
Thank you hanzhi and bingxi ever so much for your comfort.
I also really insist in bringing up mimi by myself but nobody in the family supports me, and it's so difficult to look after a child alone while I have to study full time and have to pay my tuition and living expenses without any scholarship. If only there's any trace of hope, I'll keep her with me. But sadly ...