5/19/2006

Hey, I am so bored now, what else I can do to kill my Friday?
Just came back from Shanghai, got so much work behind, but today is Friday, not suppose to work… everyday is boring, not like being a student, you have a clear goal, you have to graduate, get the diploma, but now… what am I doing? Just busy making money, nothing else!
What about my bf? What about it? After 5 years date, I still don’t know if he is the one I am going to spend rest of my life with. It’s sad, if he knows I think this way. I am upset too, until now (29-year-old), I still don’t know whom I want to marry to? or whom i can marry with....if i am not going to marry my bf, why i still live with him, am i wasting my time, or i am still working on our relationship, i am still giving it a TRY! Maybe becoz he is my only closed people in America/>/>, without him, I have nothing here…