sometimes

sometimes we are fear about everything around us, no matter who they are, what they are and what they will become, whom we can trust. In particular, when people work in the same organization and encounter the similar difficulties and same promotions, the devil comes from inside and controls our behavior in a dirty way.

recently, I got a story about a leacturer in my university, who is a Chinese too and has a local boyfriend. It's no doubt that she is a Chinese and everybody has realized her who definitely is a Chinese with her awful accent and disgusting grammar errors, and even we all know she is from WH. However, she told others, especially her students who come from China, that she does not know how to speak Chinese. It makes me sick and so do my friends. Who is she? What's the characteristics of her biologic apparances shown on her physical body, the constructions?!

sometimes we will be lost. we dont know where we are going and where we can go, especially during the life recession stage. How long the disappointing mood will take, where is the door way to move forward and what we can do at that moment? yes, it's quite confusing. It takes time. But we should be strong for tomorrow not forget them in yesterday. Confused, lost and panic.