梅森懂得拨弹我的敏感和伤情：“你是喜欢我的，只是我的谎话把你吓着了”。今天和梅森在电话上聊天，我仍然处于迷惑中，这个男人让我失望，却有一种魅力让我着迷。
他的著名问句：DO YOU MISS ME? 我的意愿是：NO.可本能却忍不住悄声喊：YES,YES.
送来一首歌的链接：This reminded me of you the minute I heard it today at the gym. It's called "She" and it is on the Notting Hill soundtrack. We have it on our Ipod.（他帮我安装IPOD，并将他的所有歌曲转载到我的IPOD）.
我看了歌词，It's a bittersweet song but then that's the kind of music I like. 也是符合我对他的心境，不过没有告诉他我的想法。
温馨和痛楚总是相伴。我不是个有主见的人。
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Elvis Costello - She Lyrics
SheMay be the face I can't forget.
A trace of pleasure or regret
May be my treasure or the price I have to pay.
She may be the song that summer sings.
May be the chill that autumn brings.
May be a hundred different things
Within the measure of a day.
She
May be the beauty or the beast.
May be the famine or the feast.
May turn each day into a heaven or a hell.
She may be the mirror of my dreams.
A smile reflected in a stream
She may not be what she may seem
Inside her shell
She who always seems so happy in a crowd.
Whose eyes can be so private and so proud
No one's allowed to see them when they cry.
She may be the love that cannot hope to last
May come to me from shadows of the past.
That I'll remember till the day I die
She
May be the reason I survive
The why and wherefore I'm alive
The one I'll care for through the rough and ready years
Me I'll take her laughter and her tears
And make them all my souvenirs
For where she goes I've got to be
The meaning of my life is
She, she, she
