8/28 星期二

午饭又是SUBWAY的shrimp&avocado, 因为热量低, 只有292Kcal. 几周前曾经连续几天午饭吃这个, 我的脸色都跟avocado似的. 最近无聊得很, 又开始强烈痛恨身上每一丝多余的肉. 9月份办公室换地方, 我已经打探好了, 新办公室附近有一个GYM, 价格还算公道, 就是POOL太小, 只有2个道, 都心嘛, 没办法. 我准备即时加入, 在家运动的频度不如在GYM, 毕竟GYM是按月付钱的, 不去太亏, 于是为了make my money worth, 也会拼了老命的去运动. To live a healthy life, 不是件容易的事, 首先, 控制饮食就很难, 我戒了油炸食品, 戒了零食汽水, 现在又在戒咖啡... 困啊, 不喝咖啡, 真是和自己过不去. icecream and cheese cakes, 我是绝不能放弃的, 所以相应的份只有靠运动, 但运动也很累啊... 所以, George said, working out and keeping fit shows good self-discipline, 我完全同意.

There are a few questions I have been thinking about this few days. First, is it possible to separate love from sex? I think yes, there is pure physical sex, like one night stand, you might not even remember the partner on the very next day. Second, does love make difference in sex? I think yes, with emotional attachment, sex becomes some ritual of love making, and the partner becomes exclusive. Third, when you in love with one person, is it possible to have pure physical sex with someone else? This is the toughest one, I dont know how to answer it, honestly. I know the right answer is supposed to be NO, according to the second question and answer, love should make sexual behaviors exclusive. But back to the first question and answer, if its just physical sex without any emotional attachment, should it be considered betraying the love??? I guess this really depends on personal attitude to sex, for someone who thinks sex has to be attached with love, and who says NO to the first question, it would be much easier to answer the 3rd question, simply NO. Maybe i should think over my attitude on this matter, if I cant clear this issue, I wouldnt be able to commit emotionally and physically.

Ok, back to work.