going with him

I don't know if this is right thing or fate for me or not. But again I fall in love with him, my new man John again. I could never imaging that I can love again with another man so soon.
I knew about him through Yahoo Personal. It is also accidential that I came to yahoo personals. Anyway, after I post my profile just one or two days. I got some responses. one of them is coming from him. he left the phone number to me and want to chat with me. This is the only person who directly leave the phone number. I was surprised as well as curious. So I called him. It is an amazing talk that we talk a lot about many things. From that day, we had all kinds of nice and exciting talk. We are so much alike and share the opinions about life. He was also hurted and fully understand that I have two children and hurted heavily from previous marriage. We met the first time on May 3, his birthday. To be honest, he did not quite catch my eyes. but I do feel he is a nice gentleman that I could continue with.
After that, he was very much into me and tell me all the time that I am his destiny. I also found that he is so much attractive. We have so much to talk and share. Mentally I was with him all the time even though I tried to slow down the  steps. But how you could stop if really like sb.
on May 10, saturday, he came to my home. we had wonderful time together, listen to the music, watch movie, cook together, he made very good popcorn. he is so gentl and romantic. We sit together and listen to all those kinds of loving songs.We even lit the candle. so many times of sweet kisses, I could never refuse. On this morning, fanally, he captured me and we are together as one person. I love the way he treat me, very respectful, gental, careful and loving. I would rather believe that everything is true and real, he will be different from other american guys, not only seeking for sex. I believe he is a special one for me. He told me HE LOVE Me when he was getting into me. how sweet that is! he is such a sweet and romantic man that I want to stay with.But I don't know my hope could stay forever or not.