6/9 星期一

又是周一, 阴天, 下雨, 我早早起来, 所有的新闻都在反复的播同一个事件, --秋叶原的无差别杀人事件. 一个对社会抱有仇恨的年轻人, 25岁, 在几分钟内, 杀了7个人, 伤10人, 包括一名警察. 这样疯狂的事情竟然发生在东京, 在秋叶原, 我觉得无比恐怖. 天气好的周末, 我常和Dave一起去秋叶原闲逛, 喝咖啡, 从来没想到会有这样的危险, 估计那些被害者也一样, 只是一个好天气的周日午后的shopping, 竟然会莫名其妙的送命, 真是... 无语. 这世界越来越疯狂, 近几年日本的凶恶犯罪发生得越来越频繁, 安全神话早已不复存在. I think its almost time for me to leave, there is no way that I would settle down and raise my kids in this damn crazy place, plus I really dont think its a very good idea to bring any kid to this crazy world.

上周六和Miho出去玩, 到处都很多人, 我们从Heartland转战到A971, 后来又去了几个clubs, was a fun night. 在A971竟然还遇见Dave, 他说他不会待到太晚, 结果他最后却坐早班电车回家. 遇见一个英国男生, 我们聊得很愉快. 他原本在一公司做IT consultant, 突然有一天"觉悟"了, 于是, 把工作辞掉, 和相处5年的女朋友也分了手, 把他攒钱买下的房子租了出去, 一个人开始环游世界的旅行. 没有任何时间限制, 喜欢的地方就多住一段, 不喜欢的地方就立即上路, 一路上遇见很多旧朋友, 又认识很多新朋友, sounds so cool, that is what I wanna do all the time, maybe next year, if possible.

最近工作不是很顺利, have been pushed a lot, and the schedule is definitely ridiculous. Ben has never finished anything he supposed to finish on time, too much pressure everywhere, somehow I start considering to change job again, or maybe I should be more patient and stick with this company for a little longer to see whats going on.