BJ mm once said that if I had stayed in China, I would have become a Da4 Guan1.The possible scenario is that I could be in something like "seventh-rank sesame officer" if I had stayed in my occupation plus 搞--in good relation with superior, but there were others who desired that position too,so I could be a 羔 to be sacrificed. Because I have multiple hobby, which is a drawback to my promotion. The more likely picture is that I become a lesser known writer. But if I was willing to sacrifice, that is a different story.
So 高-ranking officer is not my possibility at all. 膏粱厚味 is their pride not mine, since I have no such ambition, no 槁木死灰 could enter my mind to merge with my body. My natural direction is to be a researcher in the words. Living abroad enables me to live in a life of hermit, except some accidents broke my peace. Because I can concentrate in this area, I can reach 高. Now look at this character 高, do you find something in its structure in relation with its meaning?
All my thought is still in its phase of 稿. To make it as 高超的见解 masterly, I will stride forward singing militant songs.
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