一个男人的眼泪

身为男人，我却看不得男人流泪。男人那种忧伤无助使人更觉怜悯。男人落泪，我必跟着莫名伤心。

男人的眼泪不是泪，是心泉震荡的溢出。

这次在俄罗斯索契举行的冬奥会上，美国高山滑雪运动员36岁的Bode Miller获得了滑雪铜牌。这枚铜牌是在他膝盖手术后获得的。

Bode Miller是奥林匹克冬运会历史上获得高山滑雪奖牌年龄最大的运动员。

Bode的兄弟Chelone Miller，也是一名美国滑雪运动员，于去年4月病逝。

作为奖牌获得者，Bode于赛后接受了NBC记者Cooper的采访。在采访中，话题逐渐引向了Bode逝去的兄弟。

当Cooper问道“Bode,  你在这里看上去很激动, 你都想了些什么?”时，满脸胡须一副典型男子汉模样的Bode表情痛苦，眼圈红了。随着对话，Bode眼内逐渐噙满泪水，语音哽咽。

当Cooper问道“你在比赛将要开始时你眼睛望着天上，我们看到了你好像在和谁说话，发生了什么？”时，辛酸的一幕发生了：只见Bode没有回答问话，却捂着脸慢慢蹲了下来。过了一会儿，Bode 扶着围栏慢慢站了起来，走了几步，又蹲了下去，无声抽泣…。

男儿有泪不轻弹，只缘未到伤心处。

此时，全世界电视机前的观众无一不为这一幕动容，心碎。

有一位美国网友在看了这动人视频后这样评论道：我以前一直不相信Bode说他在这样的年龄参加冬奥会不全是为了拿奖牌，我认为他是在撒谎抬高自己。现在，我信了。

我想，替弟弟圆他那未实现的奥林匹克梦想，这才是Bode在他这样的高龄参加这次冬奥会的主要动机。

Bode的兄弟Chelone在Bode获得奖牌后一定在天上微笑着看着他哥哥…。

（视频来自YouTube)

以下是采访时的对话（以下对话是本文作者根据视频的记录。如有错误，按原视频为准）

Miller: ......I'm just super super happy.

Cooper: Um, Bode, for a guy who says that medals don't really matter, that they aren't the thing, you've amassed quite a collection.  What does this one mean to you in terms of all the others?

Miller: This was a little different.  I think, um, you know, with my brother passing away, I really wanted to come back here and, um, race the other way he sensed it.  So，um，this is different.

Cooper: Bode, you're showing so much emotion down here, what's going through your mind?

Miller: Um, I mean a lot. Obviously just a long struggle coming in here, and it's just a tough year, and...

Cooper: I know you wanted to be here with Chelly, really experiencing these games.  How much does this mean to you to come up with this great performance for him? And was it for him?

Miller: Um, I mean I don't know if it's really for him but I wanted to come here and, um, I don’t know.  I guess making myself proud, but...(trails off)

Cooper: When you're looking up in the sky at the start, we see you there and it looks like you're talking to somebody.  What's going on there?

Miller: (breaks down and cries, Cooper puts an arm on him)