悼FUZ

并不常来文学城,前几日知晓此事,还糊涂对不上号,待到隐隐察觉,忙上网探看究竟。去了他的博客,亦看了追忆文章,不免心头创痛,泪水涌出。

我与FUZ萍水相逢,相交不过只言片语。陆续看大家的追思,我竟从未想着去他的博客看看,对于他的人生故事一无所知!缘浅至此,竟悼亦无个悼处。

只是心里放不下。

跑亦跑不出6秒8,攀亦攀不上V6V8。默默凑齐了力量训练68分钟,又想着FUZ说力量训练可能不适合我,不禁悲从中来!满腔哀思无处安置,无法安置。

遇事迟,缘来浅,事到临头,悲不可抑!

细细看FUZ给我留下的每句话,全部都是温和鼓励,与认真探讨,没有一个字例外。他和我说,200年前糖消耗怎么知道?他和我说步子要飞了!他和我说,来年要踢得更高!。。。。。。我却未想,其时他已经不知道还有没有来年!FUZ温厚如斯,却命运多舛。我亦是有孩子的人,想起他此生坎坷,却毫不自伤,尽力给他人带来正向价值。心痛至此!

还是感恩,令我在FUZ的最后时光与他的生命交汇而过,他的光照亮众人,也照亮过我。第一次被一个人的平和巨力震撼。我要好好想想:珍惜为何、感恩为何、勇敢为何、平静为何。

原来,温和才是最强大的。

满眼含泪,不能终篇。

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