You are indeed sensitive. I see a reflection of myself. Here is my story in a nutshell. Met her in college, I was from a midclass family and she was a princess. So in her eyes, I was a phoenix boy. Fell in love with her and was gently rejected. Expected but still so hurt .... She got married and so did I. I divorced and so did she. We got married. Yet in front of the princess, I still felt like a phoenix boy, or she made me to. That uneasiness led to our divorce some years later...I got married again and my kid is in college now (and she is yet to meet her prince). Everything seems fine except the hole she left in my heart is still there...