May 22
摘录 - 《明朝的那些事儿》
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但这并不是徐阶的唯一收获，更重要的是，他终于领悟了所谓光明之学的真意。
领教了黑暗中的挣扎、沉浮，天真幼稚的徐阶终于回到了真实的世界——一个丑恶现实的社会，但耐人寻味的是，那门追求光明的奇特心学正是诞生于在这黑暗的世界中，倔强地闪耀着自己的光芒。而创立者王守仁先生一生饱经风雨坎坷，却怀着一颗光明之心死去。
因为天真的理想主义者纵使执着、纵使顽强，却依然是软弱的。他们并不明白，在这世上，很多事情你可以不理解，却必须接受。
只有真正了解这个世界的丑陋与污浊，被现实打击，被痛苦折磨，遍体鳞伤、无所遁形，却从未放弃对光明的追寻，依然微笑着，坚定前行的人，才是真正的勇者。
不经历黑暗的人，是无法懂得光明的。
背负着黑暗活下去吧，徐阶，坚持下去，你会找到光明的。
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看来，大家都是在黑暗中寻找光明的。呵呵。
May 21
Bad Day!
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Had a bad day
May 10
开始“夏眠”
当天空越来越蓝的时候， 当树叶越来越绿的时候，当花朵越来越盛开的时候，一阵风吹过，我知道，我要开始我的夏眠了。
什么时候会醒来？不知道啊。
等我想睁开眼睛的时候，希望是一个温暖而湿润的日子吧。
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（枕着隐性的翅膀，这微热的午后，就连梦想也睡着了。）
May 05
平淡的日子 5 - 听讲座
最近在听百家讲坛，从于丹谈读论语的心得，到现在王立群讲解史记。挺受启发的。
有趣的是，在听百家讲坛的时候，我会忽然的有一种错觉，偶尔偶尔的，好像回到了在北京读书的时候。
那时候，我经常和几个志同道合的朋友一起，骑着小破自行车，在周末的早上去听一个免费的文化讲座。很惭愧，我现在已经想不起那是讲座/书院的名字了。不过，大概的地点是在北理工，紫竹院附近。当时很坚持的去听讲座，似乎老舍先生的儿子舒乙先生也在那里讲过呢。
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就这样，在地球的另一端，在匆忙的时光隧道里，有一群年轻的背影，有闪亮的青春在飞扬......
我的朋友，你还记得吗？
May 03
数字诗 - 卓文君和司马相如
今天回家比较早，有时间听王立群老师讲卓文君和司马相如的故事。他讲到了后人模仿卓文君的口气给变心的司马相如的一首很著名的数字诗，很有趣。
相传事情的始末是这样的。司马相如得到汉武帝的宠信，留在武帝身边，和卓文君两地分离。司马相如很快就另有新欢，卓文君知道后，就给他写了一封信。司马相如接到信，不假思索，马上回复了十三个字：“一二三四五六七八九十百千万”卓文君收到信，马上明白了信里的意思：无亿 = 无忆。说得是对方已经忘记了自己。卓文君很伤心，也马上回复了一首诗，将这十三个数字正写了一遍，又反写了一遍，这就是人们所说的数字诗了：
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一别之后，
二地相思，
只说三、四月，
谁知五、六年，
七弦琴无心弹，
八行书不可传，
九连环从中折断，
十里长亭望眼欲穿，
百思想，千系念，
万般无奈把郎怨。
万语千言说不完，
万语千言说不完，
百般无聊，
十倚栏，
重九登高看孤雁，
八月中秋月圆人不圆，
七月半焚香秉烛问苍天，
六月伏天人人摇扇我心寒，
五月榴花红似火，
偏遇阵阵冷雨浇花端，
四月枇杷色未黄，
我欲对镜心意乱，
忽匆匆，三月桃花随水转，
飘零零，二月风筝线儿断，
噫，郎呀郎，
巴不得下一世你为女来我为男。
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当然，据王老师的分析，这首诗不是卓文君写的，因为这首诗是元体，是后世无名氏写的。
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这个司马相如，真是生在福中不知福。要知道，这样的奇女子，几千年也没有几个啊。
