Recording

The anxiousness makes me want to record
the split second thought in my
not so attractive and somewhat remote voices
Between the virtual and reality
I am really really struggle whether to hear your voices
yet the plain conversations could have disappointed both of us
We might just like the anxious waiting
in silence of moonlight
under the winter sun rays
even in the cold wind
preferably with some snowflakes
It is better to let them carry our messages
for the sake of poems