多年以前与朋友聊天说起今生最大的愿望,记得当时豪不犹豫地说是周游世界。尽管那时衣食尚足,略知廉耻,但总觉得生活少点什么,灵魂躁动不安。少点什么呢?也许是少一点色彩,举目望去,一种肤色,一种腔调,一脸茫然。可话一出口又觉失言,连疆内还没游历,更遑论周游列国了,所以从未敢把这个愿望当真,以为也就是个奢望。
然而世事难料,星移斗转,一个筋头儿,跨越了万水千山。


记得二十年前第一次跨越南北半球来到南太平洋海边,十二门徒玉树临风,大自然的鬼斧神工令人惊叹。而后一转身来到无尽长夜的冰雪世界,可谓“路漫漫兮修远兮,吾将上下而求索”。继之则是饥不择食式的走马观花,到此一游,埃菲尔铁塔高耸入云,海德公园熙熙攘攘,北极圈内夜如白昼,角斗场内寸断肝肠 ……
忽然一日幡然醒悟,效颦附庸风雅,走进了历史文明的长廊。于是便目睹了斯芬克斯无语千年,尼罗河水静静流淌,殷墟寂寞荒冢凄凉,青铜甲骨遥祭沧桑,海明威敲响了丧钟,梵高举起了猎枪,路德维希隐居天鹅,希特勒梦断鹰巢,高迪魂牵圣家族,卡夫卡徘徊查理桥,纳吉遥望国会山,拜伦讴歌西庸堡 ……












岁月随风,尘满面,鬓微霜。渐渐地又开始沉醉于千姿百态的自然风光。虽曾在冬日惋惜壶口瀑布的涓涓细流,当看到尼亚加拉水从天降,其对内心的震撼不可名状。红海清澈鱼翔浅底,周庄古朴流水潺潺,天堂小镇如梦如幻,千里黄沙似水流年,帆船摇曳驶出海湾,大风车转动着时光,郁金香汇成了海洋 ……








多年来行走在路上,南下北上,东游西闯,寻寻觅觅,四处游荡。然而内心却始终彷徨,灵魂无处安放。时常也会扪心自问,哪里是精神的家园?












岁月随风,尘满面,鬓微霜。渐渐地又开始沉醉于千姿百态的自然风光。虽曾在冬日惋惜壶口瀑布的涓涓细流,当看到尼亚加拉水从天降,其对内心的震撼不可名状。红海清澈鱼翔浅底,周庄古朴流水潺潺,天堂小镇如梦如幻,千里黄沙似水流年,帆船摇曳驶出海湾,大风车转动着时光,郁金香汇成了海洋 ……








多年来行走在路上,南下北上,东游西闯,寻寻觅觅,四处游荡。然而内心却始终彷徨,灵魂无处安放。时常也会扪心自问,哪里是精神的家园?
其实行走不是目的,而是一种经历,更是一种财富。行走不仅使我们领略了山川之美之险,拓宽了眼界,增长了见识,同时也使我们感受到了贫穷与奢华背后人们眼睛里透出的无知与迷茫, 自信与坦荡, 浅薄与嚣张,更重要的是使我们看到了从愚昧走向文明的轨迹,狭隘与豁达之间的鸿沟,束缚与自由之间的高墙。行走丰富了人们内心的情感和滋养了人们对美好生活的向往。
行走无疆界,也没有终点。马丘比丘印加神庙,乞力马扎罗的雪,复活节岛神秘石像,马塞马拉大草原, 这一切都令人心驰神往。也许我们永远不能穷尽世界的每个角落,但我们永远走在寻找精神家园的路上。化用一句歌词,如果有一天,我老无所依,请把我留在行走的路上,如果有一天,我悄然离去,请把我融入江湖随风逐浪。


回想既往几十年来受困于世界一隅的人来说得需要怎样的想象力才能忍受暗淡乏味的生活,柏林墙倒了,可自由桥(朝韩边界)还壁垒森严,相信总有一天专制的闸门会被这汹涌澎湃的潮水冲跨,人们可以自由飞翔在云端。






去国二十载,纵观几千年,蓦然回首,故园已是车水马龙,灯火阑珊,五颜六色,南腔北调, 沧海桑田。这一刻多年以前放飞的灵魂又悄然回到了原点,希望有一天北京的天空云开雾散,人们笑容灿烂,因为那里是我永远的故乡,我的精神家园。