It has been 6 months since I wrote my last blog. Many things have been changed. He started to, God remembers when, maybe last March or April, say he loves me again. I have nothing to complain. What he is willing to give, I just take it. And what he is willing to accept, I would be very happy to give. I am not going to try to save this relationship next time he is going to withdraw. Anything happens for a reason so I will let it go whenever it is ready to go. He is still sweet and life is so beautiful with him in my life.