It's really good you are in a serious relationship. At least for me. It's like a mirror which I can see myself through him. I felt a bit ashamed, a bit released, a bit confused. But after all,I feel I am loved and cared. It's all the first time for both of us live together. We should help each other instead of complaining the other one. Especially me. I have been thinking allot today. It's so important that I try to enjoy the life instead of being pessimistic/depressed all the time. I am very easy to get lazy recently but once I decide to do something, it's so efficient. Would like to go to Japan soon and stay there for a while....
