悉尼爱情故事 （六）终于说爱了

        Jervis Bay是距离悉尼南部180公里的一个世外桃源。据说那里有着全澳州乃至全世界最干净的海滩，海水纯净得似乎可以饮用，未受一点污染的海滩被这千万年纯净的海水冲刷得竟然有点成微微的粉红色了。这个幽静而漫长的海滩没有黄金海岸，邦代海滩那么多喧嚣的游人，正是用来庆祝John,Steph订婚的好地方。

        我们这一拨子人开了两个小时的车来到Jervis Bay，John的叔叔在这里的海边上有个一大房子，景色无边还省了我们的住宿费。这是我第一次到澳洲人以外的老外家做客（说得有点拗口），他们从爱尔兰移民到澳洲20多年了，却仍然保持着一种独特的纯朴好客之情，虽然这里是朋友的朋友的叔叔家，我竟然有一种回家的感觉。当我们风尘仆仆赶到叔叔家，婶婶Veronica已经准备好丰盛的晚餐，那一桌子10多个人喝着啤酒，吃着烤肉，分享着每一个人的故事，听John再次讲述求婚经过，听叔婶讲述在澳洲的发家史，听你好讲述我俩认识的经过，让我第一次感觉融入了老外的圈子，这里真是一个很纯净的世界。

        晚餐后Veronica把我和你好安排到她女儿的房间就寝。她女儿在外省读大学，房间一直空着，一屋子的粉红和干净的床单及那些毛绒玩具看得出她对女儿的爱心，似乎在等待女儿随时回来。看着这房间我们都不敢造次，更不用说Veronica临走前的一句玩笑话，“no hanky-panky 啊",弄得我一个大红脸（她怎么什么都知道），问你好怎么办，他笑着说，忍着呗.
  第二天一大早，享用完Veronica准备的爱尔兰式早餐，我和你好就迫不及待的沿着海岸去散步了（不知不觉中我已经把中华民族早睡早起的美德传给他了）。这一边的Jervis Bay很安静，碧蓝的海水静静的拍打着沙滩，有几个当地人站在礁岩上钓鱼。在这里感觉可以放开一切，忘掉尘世间的一切烦恼，真的好喜欢就这样双双站着看一望无际的蔚蓝，一刹那似乎变永恒。。。白天我们这一拨人的活动丰富多彩，出海潜水，再到另一个海滩晒太阳，回来吃大龙虾，不知不觉就在当地的小酒馆里喝到了深夜，顶着满天的繁星，一对一对的情侣们搂搂抱抱，一前一后的摇晃着往回家的路走着，记不清走了多久的路，终于看到Veronica的家了，情侣们都赶在了前面，落在后面的我们反而停下来，你好搂着我说，看天上的南十字星，我顺着他手指的方向望去，Southern Cross,他说他会很怀念这个星座的，因为回到北半球就再也看不见了，我突然变得伤感了，这时他俯在我耳边轻轻说了声：I Love You。。。那一瞬间，（不知是不是仰头看星空太久的缘故）我觉得一阵眩晕，相处了十个月，他终于开口说那三个字了，那一刻有心有归属的感觉，好象过去一切的委屈都值得了；那一刻的幸福至今难以用语言形容，让我不再对前途充满迷惑，不再对生活抱有猜忌；那一刻第一产生了想跟他走天涯的念头，哪怕再辛苦，只要有爱。我还想再听他说一遍，于是假装对他说：“你说什么？”，他轻声说：“你听见了，你心里知道我在说什么。”

        是的，我的心听见他在说：I Love You.我的心从此找到了依托。

        从那天起，我再也没有伤感过了，对这份情感我变得十分自信，我真的不在乎将来会在那里生活，澳洲，欧洲，只要这份爱在，我们就永远不会分开了。


        Jervis Bay回来后的那一个月，他拿到了澳洲国籍，于是离开澳洲的日子就越来越近。看着他开始卖车子，卖摩托车，办理辞职，准备着离开JohnSteph的住所。JohnSteph很伤感他的离开，不准备再招室友了。很奇怪我竟然没有怎么伤感，感觉和他只是小别一阵子，似乎很快就会又见到他。临走前的两个星期，他还不忘记去参加早就报了名的1悉尼万人马拉松，最后是他的going away party,没想到竟然有那么多的朋友，同事来为他送行，前前后后有四，五十人.

        终于到他离开悉尼的那一天，只有我一人送他去机场，在悉尼他最后一次与我吻别，在悉尼他最后一次说 I Love You.

待续

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"I See You, You See Me"

I never wanted to love you, but that's ok
I always knew that you'd leave me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me

I asked the boys if they'd let me go out and play
They always said that you'd hurt me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me

Its alright I never thought I'd fall in love again
Its alright I look to you as my only friend
Its alright I never thought that I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again

I never thought that you wanted for me to stay
So I left you with the girls that came your way
But darling when I see you, I see me
I often thought that you'd be better off left alone
Why throw a circle round a man with broken bones
But darling when I see you, I see me

Its alright I never thought I'd fall in love again
Its alright I look to you as my only friend
Its alright I never thought that I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again

You always looked like you had something else on your mind
But when I try to tell you, you'd tell me never mind
But darling when I see you, you see me

I wanna tell you that I'll never love anyone else
You wanna tell me that you're better off by yourself
But darling when I see you, you see me

This is not what I'm like [x4]
This is not what I do
This is not what I'm like
I think I'm falling for you

I never thought - This is not what I'm like
I never thought - This is not what I do
I never thought - This is not what I'm like
I never thought - I think I'm falling for you
I never thought -
I never thought -
That I could feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again

And it looks like
I feel this something
Rising, rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again