Moving on

I have been working for more than ten years. I have never helped build a successful product. In fact, I only helped build one product in my current company. It didn't sell well. But that was more than what I've done in previous companies. My work never translated to product even. I built a team. But it didn't perform well. It will be gone soon. It made me wonder what I've accomplished in my career. I got my salary but there is nothing to show for it. I've earned skills and experiences. But the whole thing feels like a game. 

I am moving to sunny cal, a whole continent away. It felt like something died. Ties severed. I have to say goodbye to the past. Maybe it is a good thing, to start fresh. My son is turning out to be a smart boy. I read it on the web boys inherit their IQ from mothers. I had nothing to do with it. But it still feels good. As long as there is hope, life is tolerable. He is my hope.