I have a lot to do, but I don't want to do. I keep lying to everybody. I am not lazy, believe me. I can work for over 12 hours without any complain, but I just can't wait for the stupid phone call for a interview. I tired of writing resume and cover letter. I can do a lot of things. I know it. I believe it. Give me a job, whatever job, let me show you what I can do. I have been wroking for a lot of organization and everyone knew I did a good job for them. Just right now, I don't have a stupid working permit and I have to stay home doing nothing but cooking and cleaning. Last week, I replaced the old carpet with laminate floor in our basement. I finished it last satuday and now I got nothing to do but writing stupid resume. I hate to do this. I feel like a little bit of depressed now. I have no interest in anything. My wife tried to cheer me up everyday. I know it, but I still feel like to be mad with her. What is wrong with me? Give me a job. I am going to crazy. Please help me.
