7/13 星期四

昨天在家休了一天,混混噩噩,没干什么.看了几集[SEX AND THE CITY],笑得花枝乱颤,单身有单身的好处,随心所欲,想出去就出去,想守在家里就守在家里,没有所谓的义务.我是那种为了不尽义务,而宁可放弃权利的人,一个字,--懒.最怕有人对我说,我为你做了什么什么,所以你也要为我做什么什么...life is unfair,付出的时候就应该有那种可能得不到回报的觉悟,如果觉得自己很亏,不如不付出.

德现在和我处在一种不远不近的暧昧关系里,他来东京找我,和我一起出去,但是我不想和他再有什么太亲密的,容易引起误会的行为.我们不是一种类型的人,在一起让彼此都累.他是绝对的"WE" TYPE,无论做什么都是WE, WE, WE, we go shopping, we have hair cut, we go to eat...But I am an "I" person, I do things on my own, I go shopping by myself, and hair salon too. Well, sometimes WE might be a very sweet status to stay in, but it doesnt mean I could sacrifice my own space, I need time to be alone, occasionally. Yi is a WE person too, so somehow I was thinking to hook up them together, MingYi said it might be a good idea. They both dependent, so let them depend on each other, sounds good huh?

不写了,回家,又困又累.