I have too much headache and sadness. I can hardly relax. I can't stand this kind of life any more. Why I can't have a normal life? I just have nobody caring about me. I have no family. But I have a baby girl, somebody sharing with me. I wish I can just take my baby go away by myself. I hate the fake people. God, please give me a happy life. I have no money, no health, I don't know how to take care of my baby by myself. But I really don't want to share my baby with that fake guy. I want to live somebody, who I can talk to, who cares about me, who I can trust. Sometimes I just wonder why I am so unhappy. Did I do something bad to others, then God wants to punish me? But I just can find any evil thing I did. I have good heart. I love people, I love God and respect God. But why God give me such a sad life. I have no mother, my dad doesn't talk to me. I married to somebody, but he and his family never do things properly to me. They just enjoy their own life, they never respect me, nor take care me. Plus I can hardly communicate with them. I don't like them, they are lazy and greedy. God, give me a hand please. I am so confused now. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know how to think. Give me a direction. Help me and my daughter. Thanks God.
