The moment of flying
When my daughter is small,
She always shows some aspects like the smartness and quick-response and with strong personal willing to do something, which I am short of.
So sometimes I am jealous and angry with her
One time, she wants to play a flying plate in an empty park.
The flying plate is a little bit of heavy and not so well designed,
And she insists on to do it.
We fly the plate back and forth, though she is short as her age.
She is so conceit that I just randomly fly the plate directly to her without a thinking.
Suddenly, she is hit by the plate at the edge of her elbow bone.
Even though she tries so hard to hold,
Her little face changes two seconds later,and she begins to cry like a little baby.
At that moment, I realize she is still a six-year-age girl and not know anything
about being a strong-willing human being.
I hold her and feel so sorry for the hit.
The moment is so vivid in my memory
Because a decade passes by.
MY daughter changes from a fresh rose bud to a waded and dry rose bud,
Like the creative part of life is withdrawing from her.
For the burden of growing-up and immigration,
She has been in a situation being timid and lack of confidence for quite a long time.
I wish if time could turn back,
I still can fly a flying plate with her in the same summer afternoon
I will be more cautious of her trend of confidence and strong personal willing
Taking care of her concern,
I wish she still could be the confident girl under the sunshine as years ago.
As the flying plate flies freely with its curve.